The Very Heart of Nihilism - And Then You Die

I think at the heart of nihilism is an infantile sadness, a strong desire and hopeful desparation that life ultimately will have meaning. Though the nihilist appears not to care about anything - spends his time toying with and exploding meaning with the thought bombs of his own structure-leveling, wrecking ball philosohpical anarchy - deep somwehere in the fiber of his consciousness is a wish that life have a meaning. Otherwise, he would have already committed suicide.

Nihilism drug: a place to hide, safe zone, cold thought cocoon.